DNF in Hawaii Ironman Worldchampionship.

Yep, that was my first DNF, dropped out of Ironman race in 10 years. How do I feel about it ???, not so good. Although a decision I've made was right.

I got this injury on the bottom of my foot, which going on already for more than 3 months. It doesn't feel like it a bad one, but it doesn't let me run without pain, it's just there all the time. I can't get any diagnose right now, because I am in US at the moment and I can't afford it and I don't want to finish the season earlier. I thought I can do a few more races and I did. After Ironman 70.3 in Augusta I treated my foot as well as I could: massages, icing, acupuncture.... it felt much better. At the race day I felt good. And everything else was fine, like the time when you feel that everything fits together, like in puzzles. I was calm, of course I had a small butterfly in my stomach a day before the race (it's very normal before such a big event). 

Race day. We get into water about 10-15 min. before start. And it felt a little bit chill, but I though: "it's probably a last time today when I feel cold". I was right it was one of the hottest days in Kona. I swam with plenty of people around me all swim course and it felt fast, but my swim time was the same like in 2007 (hope water was flatter back then :)) But I came out of the water with bunch if people and I was in the right spot. So on the bike I wasn't alone, I had 3-5 girls I could keep eye on. It was a god pace to be in and I felt pretty confident on the bike. After Hy Wee turn around it was windy, not crazy windy, but normal Hawaii wind. At the end of bike course I still had a power to pass a few people. And I was ready to start a marathon. 1 mile mark behind, 2 miles mark behind, 3...., I started feel it, the pain in my foot and I already knew how I'll feel in 1 or 2 hours. Should I damage myself now and make it last race of the season (I also knew that with this kind of pain no way I can make it to top 10 and maybe even walking at the end of the marathon) or try to heal during another 4 weeks and do Ironman Florida, which I planed to do anyway. After 5 ml mark I made a decision I stopped running and started to walk to make it back to transition aria. On the way back I walked by the hotel, where we stayed, and I needed something to drink, so I went to the hotel took a shower, got plenty of water and wend back to the transition to see how Ironman people finish this day. 

I thought I can handle it, but then people kept asking me how did I do and there was too many times saying: "I didn't finish" and to many times hearing "Oh, I am sorry". But there is nothing to be sorry about. It just an injury, which I'll take care of after Ironman Florida. Yes, I'll give it another try and I am doing Ironman Florida.